Unplugged

Okay, so the issue isn't tough to figure out. I'm unplugged. And w/o a body of believers we are stranded. I am stranded...and I won't find a huddle of ppl chasing after me...which could be possible...Philippians 4:13 but I don't think that's what the intention is. So I need to stop being lazy and find me a body to go with my part. Cuz what I miss more even is me feeling like a contribution to others lives in a meaningful way. I needed that body to need me. It's a nice comfort. Maybe any underlying pride issues will be sifted through from this time of isolation from the body. Or it at least is surfacing some things I took for granted when I was actively involved in so many people's lives. Being in the midst of it all I probably wasn't even aware of the beauty of the relationships and just plain existence of it all. But now that I'm lacking...once I am given the gift of "family" again I can see how truly a gift we were given through the Bride.